那些年，我們一起追的女孩

2/4/12 SUNNY. After all these years, I still dislike taiwan drama/movie as I found them too lengthy and too much "Monolog Dalaman" (which we learn in Malay literature) . Besides, though all the male actors look as handsome as korean actor and the female actress also equally attractive, but I think they still lack of facial expression, and most of the time, the dialogue was too long as if reading from the book.

Lately, I watched this movie entitled 那些年，我们一起追过的女孩 by 九把刀 ( due to no other better movie to watch on pps. haha). To my surprise, it's a great movie. The movie was so interesting, and it clearly depicts the usual process of a relationship especially when going after a girl. There is always the bad one, the fat one, the mature one, the childish one, and lastly the lucky and sincere one who win the girl's heart. n_n

Sorry tomorrow is my first day in hospital after a long rest, so i couldn't write much. But in short, this movie taught me to appreciate my girl friend more ><

John Carter (3D)

1/4/12 SUNNY. It's April fool today, but sadly I have not fooled anyone today. haha...

Recently, my girl friend and I went for a 3D movie (John Carter) at Mesra Mall. Even though I stayed 5 years in KL, honestly speaking, I haven't watched any 3D movie before. Haha, anyway, I feel grateful to give my first time to my Melissa ><

As a first-timer, I soon realised it's so wrong to wear my specs. I should have wear contact lens instead. It's not only heavy and painful to wear double specs for 2 hours, but the screen seems to be so far away from me, and the 3D effect become so vague. Therefore, moral of the story is that I shall wear contact lens next time.

I think I look like my childhood hero Baja Hitam hahaXD

The movie was quite good which requires some deep thoughts and discussion to understand haha.

 This is the cutest creature in the movie. haha.

In short, I think 3D movie is still not very well developed as we can't really appreciate the 3D effect in this kind of movie. Therefore, the next 3D movie we are going to watch will most probably be movies like Iceberg, Madagascar and other animation movies ><

2012

31/3/12-SUNNY. As requested by so many of my fans, finally this is my first post in 2012. haha.. ( does this sound better than the usual "it has been so long since my last post / in a blink of eye bla bla bla"?)

Though we are almost half way through the year of dragon, I think its still not too late for me to start blogging. It's different this year as I have my girlfriend, Melissa blogging with me n_n. ( her first blog : http://melissating-gardenofthoughts.blogspot.com/ )

Talking about the year of Dragon, it's believed to be a year full of energy, power, good lucks, great deeds, wealth, etc... Therefore, couples are marrying, future moms and dads are working hard, future grand parents are praying hard, and O&G specialist are making good profits. Business men are investing more, teachers in school having more classes to teach, students are studying hard due to increased competition. All in all, I think it's a busy year for everyone.

For me, dragon year does not start well with 8 days admission to medical ward and one day in ICU, plus 4 weeks sick leaves with the diagnosis of Hepatitis A. Maybe the dragon went to the wrong place, somehow it goes into my liver and almost damage my whole liver with AST12,000 and INR deranged. Anyway, with the care and loves from my family and my beloved girl friend, and all medical staffs, I'm recovering well. Like some old Chinese believe, after a huge downfall, the luck will change, and i will rise like dragon.hahahaXD

Wish to fly like a dragon like Airasia ><

crush

I hung up the phone tonight

Something happened for the first time deep inside

It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility

That you would ever feel the same way about me

It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?

All I ever think about is you

You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized

And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone

All that we can be, where this thing can go?

Am I crazy or falling in love?

Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?

Are you holding back like the way I do?

'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away

But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind

When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?

Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take

'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last

Last forever, forever

p/s: a song that hit me lately..

A special friend

“幸福就是当我看不到你时,可以这么安慰自己:能这样静静想你,就已经很好了”

30 May 2010-Sunny. Time flies, without even noticing it, I am now in final year. Unbelievable? Believe it. 4 years ago, I was still a naif little freshman entering Ukm Medical School. During the first week, in the MMM, in the UKM Bangi gigantic hall, i saw this little girl standing out from the crowd with her long silky hair shinning at me. I couldn't take my eyes off her big gorgeous eyes and rosy pink cheeks even 0.01 second. I was like WOW!!!

Unfortunately, we were in different course. Sigh, it's kind of impossible to know her as i will not stay in Ukm main campus for my entire course. There is a saying: Ukm medical student will only come to UKM Bangi for two times: MMM in first year & Convo in final year. It is quite true.

Despair was the only word that can describe my feelings at that moment. Maybe, “幸福就是当我看不到你时,可以这么安慰自己:能这样静静想你,就已经很好了”.

However, after three years, on a special occasion, i have the chance to know her. It was like in the fairy tale where the beast found the beauty. I added her msn. So, basically, we are so-called online friend. We have our own life in different corner of this world, but internet connects me & her (a special friend) Pheww...at last i come back to the title, sorry for circumstantiality.hahaha...

Lately, i got to know that she was very depressed. I truely hope that she will recover soon^^.

love at first sight

31-July.HOT. Though i have left this blog for so looonnnnggg, I still haven decide to close this blog as it recorded some parts of my life. From the nuffnang's analysis, the visitors for this blog is getting less and less each day. huhuhu...so pity.

After so many years, i found her. She looks exactly like my first love---which i fail to make end meets. Sometime, i thought am i trying to find someone to replace the first one? or just this is the type of girl i like? However, uncertainties remained....

Before entering psychiatry posting (or in layman term ward for crazy people), I thought i have antisocial personality, but in fact, its all wrong. Antisocial Persanality disorder is related to social rules or right violation.

Now, i diagnosed myself as having schizoid personality disorder--a person who doesnt enjoy close relationship, lack of close friends, take pleasure in few activities, chooses solitary activity, emotional coldness....but i think i might have bias, but my friend said when he memorize the criteria for this personality disorder, he think about me.haha...

So, a schizoid person will always be uncertain in close relationship. hmmm...mayb if that girl take the first step,keke..it will be easier for me. I know i think too much la, but love is always like this...

Someone asked me what are ur uncertainties? it would be how much time i can spend with her. then, she say: y u wan2hav gf if u don hav the time?

yeah, tat's a good question. the answer is, at this age, sometime u get peer pressure from friends though all my housemate were single.keke..

Any advice? lets round the table...=.="

when inefficiency meets high efficiency

11-JUNE. Hazy. Since three days ago, i have this recurrent rhinitis...haiz...the first time was three weeks ago when i finished my ENT posting. Great!!!after each posting must get sick...is it a punishment for getting to close to the patient. if u have never been examined by an ophthalmoscope, u would never know how close v are to the patient. its really like less than 1cm before u kiss the patient. SO, i think i actually contract virus or bacteria from the patient. pity me...(dont get the kiss,but the virus =.=""")

THerefore, I went to Klinik Warga this morning. WArga means it is a clinic for UKM-mers. After registration, i walk over and i saw a middle age woman smiling at me. She looks familiar, but her smile had actually confused me...Who is she?with a bunch of children?shudn't be my lecturer( i.e lecturer are all registrar if not specialist, they can treat themselves) ?coursemate won't be so old? secondary school teacher? (i.e. wont come2KL and become UKM-mer gua)...She greeted me:" kenapa jumpa doktor?"

I pointed at my nose indicating rhinitis. She replied softly which i cant really hear.

"huh??" i asked.

she said again: "**#%$*"...still cant hear her, but sounds like "el-nino"...question marks in my mind. y a long-time-no-c woman tell me about el-nino.

I "huh??" again to confirm.

Now...she show her real malignant face which makes me really remember her: "sayer kata RUNNING NOSE???!!"

hahaha...really sound alike right? runningnose and elnino.

So, she is our beloved midwife. its only a year, and i have forgotten her. Maybe this is a self-protective mechanism in which i subconsciously delete unhappy memories from my brain.

then it took me 1.5 hour waiting...its really a long 1...no wonder evrytime in the our clinic many patients come in with bad mood. This is because the system is a bit weird. I wait for my number 2024 to be called and the current number is 2019. As if 5 more to go, but its not true.

There are two rooms and one doctor in each room. After you register, they will send ur file to one of the two room. THis depends on your luck. Meaning the number will move like tis 2019,2016,2020,2022,2017,2025,2027,2028,2018....

If you notice the sequence, its quite clear that one doctor is slow while another 1 is very fast. SOmetimes, we also met patients that complain that why other patient who came late get to see the doctor first. Usually, the PK will say something like" belum lagi,sila tunggu di luar dulu"

I found that it was really frustrating to see the number increasing and getting further away from your number. Even though i know the system, i also feel so frustrated, how about those who dont understand???

After seeing the doctor, i went to the pharmacy which is at the other end of the hospital, maybe like 150meter. 40 patients to go before my turn to get my medicine. Waited for around 20 patients, then my number suddenly popped out on the screen. Wow, maybe im medical student, got the privillege.

"encik, sila check dengan klinik warga, saya rasa Doktor itu tidak key in dengan betul, komputer kami tak dapat prescription" the pharmacy told me.

ok, no privillege, but another problem. rush back like 150m sprint as i dont want to miss my number at the pharmacy.

"ohh..dr baru saja key in" the clerk told me with a relax voice as if its routine for us to sprint back and fro...i sprint back to the pharmacy, and luckily i can still use the old number.

THis is the problem when somebody who is inefficient meets somebody who is highly efficient. then i became the victim....The end...